![]() I wasn’t raised in a Christian home and became a Christian as a young adult. I am a Christian and remarried a godly man in 1997. I am still in shock and trying/fighting accepting her death. This song has helped me when I didn’t think I could stand it anymore. My only other child, Debra’s younger sister died Nov. Margrette from Huntsville, AlI have played this song over and over so many times.We miss her incredibly and every time this song plays I have to pull over and bawl. She was mama right until her last breath telling them they had a helper, Holy Spirit, to help them and pass on her messages to them. It’s been so hard but she prepared us for the end. She was a mom of two precious children and a wife to an amazing man. Ally from TexasLost my sister last year after a five year battle with cancer.Thank you for the message of Hope, Joy, Love, and Peace in your song, Ryan. But more importantly, Whose Presence he’s in. We all have His Peace & Comfort in knowing that and knowing where my dad is at this moment. It spoke volumes to me about the strength of my dad, the courage he had in this fight, and that he was going to have Victory over this situation either way The Lord chose for him to travel. This wonderful song, inspired thru pain & suffering, but sang out of Love & Praise for our Father in Heaven, was heard by me & my wife and our 3 children, the day he passed. Hardest but most Amazing Thing I’ve ever witnessed. He had to submit himself to His Will for his life and fully trust in Him. He believed in Jesus Christ fully, God The Father, and The Holy Spirit. We all witnessed his internal struggle in realizing his own ultimate outcome & nothing he could do to stop it. He said he saw God a couple different times. All the while his body functions were shutting down with each day, each hour. We as a family had the most difficult decision ever to make due to all attempts to restart his kidneys failed. He then began to put words together for sentences and sounding more like our father’s voice at about June1. He jotted down difficult messages to read on white board while intubated, such as “how do I quit?” Or “I’m sorry” or “never wanted it to end like this for you all”. So his speech was minimal until his last 3 days. Understand that he’d been intubated for 8 days due to cardiac arrest up until 7 days before he passed. During my time with him in the hospital, 1 visitor a day until his last 2 days thanks to covid & policies, he uttered those very same words : “It’s okay to cry” as tears streamed down the faces of each of us 5 kids onto his. We were informed off record that is what caused his ultimate demise. He chose to be vaccinated for covid in mid-March 2021. Had clean bill of health, including kidney function, in early March 2021. Mind & spirit still sharp as a tack, but his kidneys suddenly shutdown and ultimately killed him in about 4 weeks. Freddie Poling from Mannington, Wv Lost our father on Jat the age of 83.This song touches me on so many levels, Thank you Not a day goes by I don't think about her. 11 years later and it still hurts so much. ![]() Deanne from IdahoI lost my mom, my best friend on May 5, 2010.I say thanks with tears running down my face A friend of mine who lost her Mom a little earlier than me sent me this song. I’m still growing in this process of coming back to a closeness to Jesus. I know it sounds weird, but I think it’s ok. Sometimes Jesus seems so far and yet so close. Ruthi from Outside Of Town In The Country My Mama recently went to be with Jesus.As you age you don't know what you are going to say. I wanted my granddaughter to take a picture of me with Ryan Stephenson after the concert, for some reason I looked up at him and asked him why do you have a red beard? Why did I ask him that? I was tired and the only thing I must of have been thinking was my son has a red beard but has dark brown hair. Marsha UnderwoodI saw Ryan Stephenson in concert OctoHagerstown Md, I took my 15 year old granddaughter.Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind Publisher: CAPITOL CHRISTIAN MUSIC GROUP, Capitol CMG Publishing They're still alive in me and I just hope I make you proudĪnd it's your love still holding me together There's healing in the story of your scarsĪnd sometimes I still catch myself trying to call your phoneĪll the hopes and dreams we used to talk about Not a curse, but it is a blessing to feel other people's pain Knowing this will be the last time we're together That make the sound of these progressions have a different ring Sometimes the only way to heal a broken heart is when we fall apart That you're the one whose keeping it togetherĪnd it may take sometime to make sense of all your thoughts Is knowing I have to move on without you somehow You were forty-three when you got the news
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